Search form

Psalm 38:9-16

9-16Lord, my longings are sitting in plain sight,

my groans an old story to you.

My heart's about to break;

I'm a burned-out case.

Cataracts blind me to God and good;

old friends avoid me like the plague.

My cousins never visit,

my neighbors stab me in the back.

My competitors blacken my name,

devoutly they pray for my ruin.

But I'm deaf and mute to it all,

ears shut, mouth shut.

I don't hear a word they say,

don't speak a word in response.

What I do, God, is wait for you,

wait for my Lord, my God—you will answer!

I wait and pray so they won't laugh me off,

won't smugly strut off when I stumble.

17-20I'm on the edge of losing it—

the pain in my gut keeps burning.

I'm ready to tell my story of failure,

I'm no longer smug in my sin.

My enemies are alive and in action,

a lynch mob after my neck.

I give out good and get back evil

from God-haters who can't stand a God-lover.