12-14This isn't the neighborhood bully
mocking me—I could take that.
This isn't a foreign devil spitting
invective—I could tune that out.
It's you! We grew up together!
You! My best friend!
Those long hours of leisure as we walked
arm in arm, God a third party to our conversation.
15Haul my betrayers off alive to hell—let them
experience the horror, let them
feel every desolate detail of a damned life.